ABOUT ME

Hi guys, my name is Ulkar.

Yeap, that is my real name. Well actually “U” is spelled as “Ü” in my tongue language of Azerbaijani. But I had to adjust to the English alphabet. Anyhow. Let’s not digress.

I come from a background where survival was more crucial than self-expression. For years, I masked my sensitivity, over-functioned through pain, and tried to outthink my emotions. It wasn’t a pretty process but made me who I’m today- a medical doctor whose creative energy has been suppressed but not molded. This space is where I learn out-loud, soften, and finally be free.

I’m not here to be the next productivity, self-improvement guru. I just really like writing while trying to make sense of this world and have many different ideas. But since I have no friends things gets overwhelming inside of my head if I don’t create any output. So this website and my videos on youtube are my main vessels to share my journey and inner world. And if my insights makes sense and be helpful to anybody who feels lost in this chaotic world, that’d fulfill my purpose even further.